What quiz say about me

It's been a while since i wrote on this blog, not sure if anyone read it but anyway, i liked to keep it for myself. I've just turned 30 this month and the only benchmark and breakthough so far i had this year is making myself to try out gym. Hopefully my initiative will not go in vain as i hope i can meet some interesting gals there. Apart from that, reason why i'm trying out is also to rebuild myself from scratch. 

I recently read a blog and recommends a quiz to say about myself, so here are the results;

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I can say that almost everything mentioned is true! Except for the education part, i believe in social education more than academic.

So hey, here's the link in case anyone finds this blog and would like to try it out for yourself, it kinda gives a very good idea to understand yourself more :)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

So enjoy guys/gals :)

My first Blog...

So here i am, starting my first blog after much consideration, and i wasn't very sure if i ever wanted to start one, but hey, here i am :) starting my first blog just days before my new 20's starts, i.e my big 3rd decade anniversary; yes, I'm going to be 30 soon and very soon. It seems somehow rather strange that i chose this method to write a diary, as I've never written one and post it, anyhow, this would be a very personal blog and i hope you guys out there if happens to read mine, i hope you guys will read with an open mind.

Basically, I'll just be mumbling and babbling about my life, how lousy and great it is and perhaps I'll share some story about my past relationships, of which all are failed ones so far. And yeah, after near 30 years in existence, i find myself a total failure in relationships. Perhaps its just me and my problem :). Perhaps I'm just not that romancing or passionate or sensitive type, or perhaps I'm just romantically hopeless! Well, from now onwards, i guess I'll be using this site to update my life for myself and perhaps when i looked back someday, I'll probably be able to note my benchmark or what I've achieved in life. 

Of late I've been struggling to cling back to myself, is there a true you or in life, you just pretended to be everybody's friends by being the person that people usually like. I may not have found the key to success, but i do know that the key to failure is trying to please everyone. Perhaps this gave me the insight that the key to success is perhaps pleasing the right people at the right time for the right objective. Yeah yeah, I'll be sharing my thoughts and philosophies but if you guys don't agree, hey you can always leave a comment and share with me your thoughts. Yup, I've been of late lost in my direction for both my career and relationship. It seems what I've poured so far has not gotten me the results I anticipated, I was actually devastated till now, which is why I started this blog. 

Perhaps I hope that someone out there can share their views with me on what I've done or went wrong with my life. And if you guys were wondering why 'Flower Boy', well there's the reason why I chose boy as although I may be entering my 30's, somehow I'm the sort of a Peter Pan. And as for flower, well I've been the 'flower hearted guy' when it comes to relationship, maybe due to the fact that I'm not serious in them as I'm afraid to devour too deep to get myself vulnerable or maybe perhaps I have not found my princess to share my life with. For your info, I'm a very stubborn man, however the positive part would be I could be very loyal to someone or something. Sometimes I even have the thought that being loyal might be a stupid thing for me, which in a way landed me in this situation of cosmically lost in my career and relationship. I don't know what to do anymore nor I don't know what can i think of.

if anyone think or spot some errors in my blog layout, kindly let me know as I've spent quite an amount of time setting this account, a bit tedious for me considering I'm the sort that don't really likes too much settings of this and that.

i certainly hope that I'll be able to update this blog on a regular basis, until then, I'll see you guys soon :)