Basically, I'll just be mumbling and babbling about my life, how lousy and great it is and perhaps I'll share some story about my past relationships, of which all are failed ones so far. And yeah, after near 30 years in existence, i find myself a total failure in relationships. Perhaps its just me and my problem :). Perhaps I'm just not that romancing or passionate or sensitive type, or perhaps I'm just romantically hopeless! Well, from now onwards, i guess I'll be using this site to update my life for myself and perhaps when i looked back someday, I'll probably be able to note my benchmark or what I've achieved in life.
Of late I've been struggling to cling back to myself, is there a true you or in life, you just pretended to be everybody's friends by being the person that people usually like. I may not have found the key to success, but i do know that the key to failure is trying to please everyone. Perhaps this gave me the insight that the key to success is perhaps pleasing the right people at the right time for the right objective. Yeah yeah, I'll be sharing my thoughts and philosophies but if you guys don't agree, hey you can always leave a comment and share with me your thoughts. Yup, I've been of late lost in my direction for both my career and relationship. It seems what I've poured so far has not gotten me the results I anticipated, I was actually devastated till now, which is why I started this blog.
Perhaps I hope that someone out there can share their views with me on what I've done or went wrong with my life. And if you guys were wondering why 'Flower Boy', well there's the reason why I chose boy as although I may be entering my 30's, somehow I'm the sort of a Peter Pan. And as for flower, well I've been the 'flower hearted guy' when it comes to relationship, maybe due to the fact that I'm not serious in them as I'm afraid to devour too deep to get myself vulnerable or maybe perhaps I have not found my princess to share my life with. For your info, I'm a very stubborn man, however the positive part would be I could be very loyal to someone or something. Sometimes I even have the thought that being loyal might be a stupid thing for me, which in a way landed me in this situation of cosmically lost in my career and relationship. I don't know what to do anymore nor I don't know what can i think of.
if anyone think or spot some errors in my blog layout, kindly let me know as I've spent quite an amount of time setting this account, a bit tedious for me considering I'm the sort that don't really likes too much settings of this and that.
i certainly hope that I'll be able to update this blog on a regular basis, until then, I'll see you guys soon :)
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