Chill and Lonely

These are the typical Friday nights being at home chilling and watching TV for hours like I've never watched for years, stoning on the seat at the screen, blank all over my brain. A typical and lonely night without fun, gosh how I wish I have someone to share some intimate session or having a wild sexperience that leads to sexploration. Pretending being the nice guy in the bar or club, meeting someone new and having this sinister plan to get the juice out of the gal, or simply being curious of whats underneath the synthetic skin that a friend we know for so long but never to have the chance to touch them close and passion enough, i mean thru the means of sexploration. I've tried that once and will share when the mood swings to that vector :)